Morning was okay till I faced the world in my inbox. Although I am used to now see the goodbye mails, but this one I didn't expect and I didn't want. This was kinda leftover hopes for staying sometime in pune office. Showed my grief by suspending my work for nearly half a day. Now I know I'll have to plan for a change with no exceptions. Sooner the better. But the road ahead seems totally uncertain. And that makes my targets of SCEA and OCP more important. But I guess, I still have to figure out what do I want in long run. That means lot of introspection and lot of risks but that would be worth the hopes I've with my future. I wish, I had someone to guide me or atleast who would be interested in listening and understanding to me. Ofcourse suggestions would be bonus. I know there are lot of them with all ears and concerned eyes. But in due course of time, they failed to prove satisfactory in my preception. I know it's my preception, and it can be and should be changed; but not yet big enough. I still feel the need for replacement to fill the vaccum.